So I haven’t been able to do much that I’ve wanted to do recently as my body has been taking its sweet time to decide whether or not to heal after my surgery & because I have been off my arthritis medication for so long my body is taking a real battering with a lot of inflammation in addition to what I normally have. Also with my arthritis flaring up the fatigue has been worse with it. Fatigue as always is so fricking inconvenient, with you not being asleep nor awake, losing hours at a time.
It’s not been made easier when I have had to go out, mostly to
hospital appointments & such. It’s not like its a new thing, ever
since just before the last general election this kind of occurrence
happens quite often whilst we’re out. When I get on the bus people look
at me & see a girl with a stick & more often than not will take
more time to judge the legitimacy of my condition than see that I’m
about to topple over because the driver hasn’t waited until I have found
a seat & I’m struggling to find a seat, as someone is lounging
across the disabled seat or the “i’d like a bit more legroom seat”
So often I see these judgmental faces of people that don’t know me.
It is often that people won’t offer you a seat until they have seen you
nearly topple over because the bus driver doesn’t see you or is
impatient and even then it is often begrudgingly.
Often me & Mr TechieCarer will be sitting on one of the disabled
seats just waiting for the glares, the comments & even altercations
to occur. The glares always happen even though my stick is clearly
visible. We have started to talk to loudly about my condition to each
other which usually suffices to quiet them down & realise that their
judgement is incorrect. We have now come to the point that we will
stick up for ourselves, even though we shouldn’t have to because
arthritis & all the other conditions I have are not my fault & I
have nothing to be sorry about.
I know this isn’t just me & although I have had people be
verbally abusive, apart from one guy threatening to sit on me,
thankfully nothing physical has happened. I also am grateful that there
are people that are kind & thoughtful & they restore my glimmer
of faith in humanity every time. I know that other disabled people have
delt with much worse, thankfully my local bus company have started a
zero tolerance policy towards disability hate crime which is greatly
needed to show that this isn’t tolerated.
Another topic I have seen people have a problem with is people on
benefits that have a mobile phone &/or animals. I might go into more
detail about this at a later time but some people are more obsessed
about other people having mobile phones or pets than being happy in
their own life.
They don’t understand that mobile phones keep disabled people in
contact with the hospital, Doctors & Carers & let them stay in
contact with the outside world when their condition doesn’t allow them
to go outside. Similarly pets give people confidence, comfort &
companionship. They can also greatly help a disabled person reduce their
awareness of their pain, even if only for a brief moment.
This links in with an article where Sue Marsh highlights a film which
shows how vital the Independent Living Fund is for people to provide
basic things that able bodied people take for granted. It is also shown
very clearly how much pets mean to disabled people & that no one
should be this frightened of losing support.
I can also say after we sadly lost our bunny at such a young age, we
did get another. Hes now about 7 months old & is doing really well
apart from a very lucky scrape around a week ago.
We noticed his head was tilting to the side & one eye was rolling
to the back of his head. I knew this wasn’t a good sign (head tilt) so
we rushed him to the vet & the vet said it was either concision or
Encephalitis (inflammation) caused by the parasite e.Cuniculi. They
believe that over half of rabbits carry the parasite & are
asymptomatic all their lives, with about 6% where the parasite becomes a
problem causing inflammation. They think that its more likely to be
e.Cuniculi because even if you held his head his eye still continued to
move. He was given an anti infllammatory injection & panacur to
control the e.Cuniculi.
Amazingly I can say that within 1hr & half his head tilt had
resolved, as my vet said you wouldn’t know he had head tilt only hours
before. He will still have his panacur for a while yet but with head
tilt it is so vital that they get to the vet early. Although head tilt
can be caused by a varying degree of underlying issues, for e.Cuniculi
the quicker they get to the vet, the quicker they get anti inflammatory
medication, the better the chance of reducing permanent damage.
So here is the little cutie
And finally the WoW Petition surpassed 100,000 signatures! I do not
believe that the government will necessarily do anything positive that
the petition asks for but the more we can highlight these issues &
the more we can bring these issues to the attention of the general
public, the better they will be informed of the injustices that are